FINALLY THERE"S NO TEST TMR!

is such a great great thing, u noe? haha xP

but im feeling so tired .Yawns
yesterday reached home at abt 8pm. i was like half dead.
my headache was driving me mad and i could not study for my chinese.
i decided to sleep first. and i woke up at 4am.
started memorising..everything was okay...
then when i do the paper today, i almost forgot everything that i studied.
only rmb those simple ones. the zao ju forgot one.
i guess i will do quite badly for this paper.

for all the tests this week, i din really study.
both chinese paper. DEAD. maths too.
today got back bio paper. AS EXPECTED, i failed.
and there's ppl like jiwei who got FULL MARKS?!
im just so dumb stupid and lousy =(

so many ppl did so well. in fact all?
except me i think. mr rodrigues din say everyone did well. he said most of us did well. im the only exception i guess. i got like 11.5/30 whereby the paper is supposedly easy.
i quite agree. i memorised the whole chunk and i forgot everything during the test. having bio test together with chinese test is really bad.
my brain cannot store so much information at one go.
plus im already so damn worn out after cca which ends so late.

i seriously duno wad to do larhs.
even when i fail my test, i dun really care.
i would be like. fail then fail lo...
but wad can i do? can't imagine myself sitting for O lvls in a few months' time.
i really wonder if i had entered the wrong class.
everyone is abnormally smart compared to me.
i suck at almost everything
im afraid that i would be the black sheep in the class. cuz im doing so badly.

haix. i feel so helpless. even when ppl re-explain to me, i still cannot get it.
why am i so slow? im so annoyed with myself.
aiyah, enough of my rubbish.
even if i go on, it wont help anyways.
im just zi yan zi yu-ing..
who cares right?
ARGHH. is there anything that i can vent my frustration? im going crazy lah.

wadever it is.
im happy that there's no test tml.
but i got homework to do. haix.
ALL is bio stuff. pack file plus test corrections and the essay question.
i will do them after this.

today, i finished the class tee sizes thing. yeahs!
and glad that everyone is in school today.
it is the first time this week that the attendance is full.
however, so many ppl are like coughing =/
during maths lesson, i was trying hard to listen to mrs song's hoarse voice.
then so many ppl was coughing away. i decided to do it myself. but i was doing so slowly..my brain isnt working.
then at a moment, i felt that my brain has really stop functioning.
all i want was to sleep.

but my point was, the sickness is spreading in our class.
i got a little throat irritation too. and my stupid headache refuses to go.
HAIX

i realise im blogging in low spirits today.
i tot i wanted to update with happy stuff.haha
i tink i cannot remember them all of the sudden =x

tmr have to go Singapore Conference Hall for SYF rehearsal
so have to leave early. going to miss maths and eng self study.
I wonder if i can still make it for my tuition after the rehearsal.
tmr then see how. most probably i would kinda tired that i dun want to go.

OH YAH! today im so damn 'lucky'!
i was like walking back to class after bio lesson.
then i duno wad class lah..one kid threw sthg out of the window and hit my right eye. OUCH!it was so hard lah.
but my hands was full of books, so i can't do anything.
i just walked off. tinking that it's just not my day today.

and after school, i was rushing my eng file.
and YES!, it's done!

im left with bio and bio.
which i wonder how am i going to pack.
i tink i better go pack now larhs.
i dun want to sleep late again.
desperately need more sleep.

AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO PLAN BEFOREHAND IF I DUN WANT TO FAIL!

ok that's enough. actions speaks more in this case.
yeahhs. i shall go now

OFF!