even blogger is not on my side.
just now i typed finish my post, then something happened and i lost everything that i have entered ><

now i've to repeat all over.
just now i was in a super lousy mood.
part of it is because of my ulcers lah.

must be wondering why do i always have ulcers.
i want to noe why too =(
this time the ulcer appear for no reason.
is like suddenly i feel that my tongue a bit pain, den i realised there's ulcer on it.
then this morning, when i woke up, i felt painful on my right cheek.
got a very bad ulcer there.
even sleeping can cause ulcer x\

so now i feel that there's a lump in my mouth. i can't talk properly pls.
and just now i had a painful dinner. but it's over.
i tot i wont be able to eat my dinner. hahas

today had geog lessons.
i tot i would be late cuz i waited very long for 74/165
but luckily i reached just on time. but still have to wait cause mrs lim is always late for class =x
during the lesson, i was so freezing cold okayes.
i duno who is the one who went to on the fan when the air-con is on.
the fan in front of my seat was off. Phew!
but the one at the back? running at highest speed i guess...
at first i still can tahan. but after a long time i really cannot take it lors.
brain freeze =/
so wadever mrs lim said i din really absorbed.
but luckily yingting explained to me after lessons (:
in a rush though
cuz we are going somewhere,

grace, adel, kailin, yiling, yingting, gohchern and me went to amk industrial area.
Ate lunch at the food court there.
then walked around the supermarket there.
looking out for stuff that we need for homecoming.

then later we went to the RED MAN store near Hougang Mall to see the cost of the syrup and stuff. but yingting and goh chern went home first.
anyways, spoke to the auntie about the syrup and ice blender.
but she said is not worth it blah blah blah.
den gave a long speech on wad other things we can do =/

after that grace took down the cost of the different syrup..
then after that went home le..

hmms.
then i was feeling really low. duno why too.
sometimes just feel that i have no one to talk to.
so i just blab it out here.

anyways, after the conversation with 4e2 regarding the homecoming stuff, i felt slightly better.
but i still feel bothered with some stuff. haix.
i have got this fear in me..
im fearing this fearing that.
or am i just tinking too much? haix.
there are just some people around me that is freaking me out.

half of my hols is just gone like that.
3-4 more days left.
what have i done? nothing much
next week there's so many tests. and i have not studied anything pls.
i still have to look for mr rodrigues because of the last bio test.
but i duno if i can find time. How larhs?

i really duno what am i doing.
im just slacking off every single day that i have. AHHS!
what's wrong with me????
IM SEC FOUR ALREADY! Os this year u noe???
and im still like this. HAIX

and i really hate to be so slow.
when people say something, i would most probably go 'hurhs?'
during lesson time, i will be like huh-ing away for more than half of the time.
and all the other people are just scribbling notes away..
ah wells.

something has gone wrong with me.
xinmin students are said to be stretched in many ways that it will just go 'snap!' any moment yeahs?
but me? im just like a stubborn rubberband that refuses to be stretched.
cuz im just scared of everything.
coward yah? maybe
because of this i refuse to proceed any further.

everyone is so ahead of me.
and im still stuck at the starting point.
would i be able to reach my destination?
when? zillion years later? HAR

WAD AM I THINKING?!?!?!
AIYAH! i duno larhs.
so fed up with myself.
ARGHH!!!

i just dun make any sense.
DUN CARE ANYMORE! haix
no one will be able to understand how i feel.
sad hur? no? laugh then

HAHAHA.

i shall stop my nonesense and just shut up.

OFF!