missing u so much..without u my heart isnt complete.my life is empty

feelingg confused.shd i be happie?bud i m feelingg sad.hmm.nvm

it's sch hols!so fast.time realli flys.10wks haf jux passed lyk tt...woh!

anw.hols arent gd afterall.as u can c..i haf tons of hw waiting for me to do.arghx.heartless teachers.we r suppose to tk a break.a gd rest.nt a torturous wk.how can we 'rest' wif all these 'gifts' tt we were given.haha.ok fine.at least i dun haf to c them for one wk.=pPppP

heyz!gd news.haha
guess wad?3e2 has sold the most no. of coupons among the sec 3 classes.oh yea!n we were 3rd in the whole sch.amazing rite?i cldnt believe it..lolx
bud anw gd job everyone!all of them deserve a pat on their shoulders.i noe how tough exactly it is to sell the coupons..

oh yar..our class were given chocolates todae!hohoho..as an appreciation frm the sch for us selling the coupons!!!=))))

buden nw i haf no idea who to sell to..all of them seems uninterested..n i kip bugging them..oppz.i am jux doin my part..bud nobody supported me..okok.maybe one.bud nt confirmed.

hoho..2 more daes to balloon hat fest .hmm..actualli is 1dae plus abt 20 mins lyk tt.invited a few ppl to go..duno hpw embarrassing it wld be for me!!!i bettr brg a paper bag to cover my face.lolx

haix.todae yl wanted me to accompany her go out..i dun feel lyk goin out n she was lyk begging me..buden i m realli BROKE.n i dunwan to go out.n my mum wld most probably nag at me if she finds out tt i went out..

she's jus goin to buy hair dye lor.is it so impt?i dun geddit lor.n she say she is nt goin to tok to me anymore.fine lor.lyk tt den nt tokin to me.she win liao larhx.i dunwan to sae this.bud i jus want to state a fact.last yr i lent her $20.when she needed money to buy hp i tink..i nv ask my parents n jus use my own savings n borrowed her.n until nw ..she haben returned me.i guess she most probably forgotten abt it.ok.nw is nt the matter of the money.she always get me to help her to do this do tt n i nv reject helping her.todae she is jus angry wif me over this kinda small matter..wad is this???

she tk everythg for granted.she dun rmb how much i had help her..i m nt asking for any return frm her..she shd at least respect my decision.rite?ok maybe i m wrong.wadeva.i find thgs rather strange at times.i dun care abt her liao.whether she is goin to tok to me ever agn i dun care.

i noe i haf my own rights.so i m jux saying how i feel.no offence to anyone.haix.

dun let this matter ruin my dae.i hate it when i haf to hate someone.arghx!