carry on ur life..dun stop.time will nv wait for u.trteasure every second u haf n spend it to the fullest

i gt a haircut.finally.

trying to feel happy.however sumtimes is jux too difficult for me to control my emotions.

sometimes my parents are telling me stuff dat is nt necessary n i find it irritating..arghx!i mean realli. i noe wad i shd do.i dun lyk to be ask to do sthg.when i wan to do ceratin thgs i will do it myself..dere's no need for them to tell me..

bud sumtimes it gets a bit .. i duno how to say it.nw i feeling realli low.i dun wish to be agitated.i get irritated v easily.i cry v easily.i shd hang a 'danger' sign sumwhere to warn ppl.

i realli wan to scream at my parents and tell them,"do u noe u r wasting ur own breath? the more u say the more i dun fell lyk doin.can u PLZ dun interfere wif wad i m doin nw? i m already feeling v stressed wif myself.i m trying to change my attitude.buden u r here telling me this.den ltr another tell me tt.who shd i listen to?oh plz...LEAVE ME ALONE"

haix.sryz.luckily this wk is hols.i dun wish to let anyone c me in this horrible state.in sch i try to mk myself luk normal.actualli i feel much bettr when my mum isnt arnd.without her, dere isnt any1 mking me feeling stress.i noe she is doin for my sake.buden she duno how to do it properly.den my emotions get out of control n i will gib her some attitude u see..

den my dad will be lyk trying to cool me dwn.bud he doesnt noe he is mking it worst.i jux close my ears n everythg.i dunwan to hear a thg frm them.i will get more n more confused.nw all the words are lyk flashing on my mind.i feel so depressed confused n stuff.

i duno who to tell.perhaps no one.is jux so horrible to be left alone lyk tt in this kinda situation.sumtimes i need sum1 to be there for me.sumtimes i jux wan to be alone.

i noe currently i m v diff to get along wif.buden i dun tink u all will agitate me larhx.i tink hanging out wif friends mk me feel more relaxed.=)

hmm..i tink tt's abt it bahx

off i go*