it is driving me crazy.dis carn go on animore!!!

feelingg extremely tired.haix.this is horrble.if i m goin to continue leading my life this way everyday..lemme tell u sthg..i will DIE!i m saying thgs lyk'can i jump dwn frm here?', 'can i go mad?'.i duno wads wrong wif me lorx.i m getting more n more confused each dae.when i reach hme.i feel so sick n tired.n stressed.

onli way to get rid of all this stress..is to cum here n pour out all my troubles.to chat wif my friends.i oso luff at thgs tt arent funnie.i feel so..i duno.haix.

dis few days arent gd for me.i need some1 who can mk my daes more meaningful.i dunwan to continue tis kinda life.my parents always ask how to i stay awake during lessons?i slpt at 1am mostly n wake up at abt 6pm.sometimes earlier.depends.cux if i get realli tired n fall aslp.i will mk myself wake up at 3 or 4am to do my work.haix.

i oso noe tt tis few days tt my temper get bad easily.todae during bio lessons,i was totally pissed off.dun tok abt it.is stupid.

yea.i m stupid dumb n wadeva.i dun care n i dun care.i accept the fact tt i m dumb.i shdnt be in 3e2 afterall.cox i m farr too dumb to be dere.or rather i m nt fitted to be anywhere.i dun deserve anythg, do i?

okok.i noe is enuff of my rubbish.i jux wan to apologise for my behaviour the past few daes.sumtimes i jux carn control myself.sorrie horx...i will jux try to kip myself calm.

haix.i tink i nt goin to continue all this depressing stuff

tmr gt sports heat sia.mux go dere n cheer...hope can shout dere n vent my frustrations.hehex.no larhx.i tink tmr i will gd mood.tmr cannot sad liao
frm tmr onwards mux kip myself happy!yay!!!

hmm..fri gt band n we are goin to march.we all die liao lorx.still carn play under the sea prperly.so horrible sia.n sat rehearsal liao.ishx so embarrassing lorx.

heex.ok.i go study chi liao.so late le.byex![gd luck for my chi tmr!]