everything is nt in the right place.i need to place them back bit by bit and carry on my life

things arent going fine for me.

everything is out of place.i mean everything.

my results are horrible.i realli duno wad happened to me tis yr.i seems so bad at all subj.last yr i wasnt tt bad.at least i passed most of them.jux in term 1.i m failing so many tests.i dunwan to count cux it may scare everyone off.even myself.i can tolerate it animore.

I REALLY REALLY NEED TO CHANGE MY WAY OF LIFE seriously

i wld use the hols to change myself.catch up wadeva i need to catch up.

i duno if i can do it.haix.dere's so much hols hw!heartless teachers.they treated the 1 wk as if it is 1 mth.almost all the subj dere's hw. arghx!

okok.enuff of my grumbles.lemme update abt wad has happened todae.

hmm.nth much to tok abt.i did badly in my geog.i m v certain.i guess my score will be lyk 5/15.not bad hur..

is realli horrible lor.haix.i sux at humanities.fail this fail tt.i m nt gd at anythg for wad i noe.sme ppl might tink my maths is gd.but well,it isnt animore.i so untrue.i trying so hard to score A1.haix.maths is lyk the onli onli subj tt i can score easily.unfortunately i carn do it this yr.i m aiming for lyk 80 n above?

i noe i m overestimating myself.. okok.nw i m aiming for a pass at least..plz
i dun wanna go on failing my tests.i carn tolerate anymore of these.i m used to it n sickk of it.i wanna change n i realli neddto change.i kip tellin myself nt to gib up.bus c wad i always get?is dere sumthg wrong wif my brain.i feel as if dere's constipation in dere. i jus carn THINK!!!! too dumb to do so i guess...

arghx.stop it!.ok lemme continue.
den todae physics lesson was v funnie.cux mr chee was drawing sthg.carn rmb wad izzit.lemme recall..[sryz..bad memory]oh yar!!!he was trying to draw a bird.in the end it luks lyk a lobster.wahahahax!his lessons are quite fun at times larhx.buden it gets boring at times.

hmmz.oh yar.and i kip seeing ballon hat fest's posters.is lyk i m seeing it everywhere.haha.n i gt the flora shirt.is green.luks bad.bud at least bettr den the other ones.=))) mux be happie wif wad u haf.
we were ask to wear white t-shirt inside.is goin to be HOT!wunder if i wld faint..kiddin

todae reach hme quite early bahx.den i went to slp lorx.so slpy.during geog test i dozing off.n cldnt rmb anythg.so i decided to gib up.

tink tt's abt it bahx.ohh.i left out sthg.

todae when i reach hme i realised tt sumthg bad was goin on.
my uncle is in trouble.he drank n drove n hit sumone's vehicle.he was caught.it happened lyk last yr.den nw i tink he is being accused of 2 offences bahx.he drank lor.den he denied.mking thgs worst i tink.y nt jux admit it?

nw my grandmother.no.i mean everyone is troubled esp my grandmother.yea.is abt money.shprt of money to pay the lawyer n sme stuffx.i nt sure abt it.tt's all i noe.i din ask anyone abt it.i heard it onli when my mum was tellin others.saying tt my grandmother cried.n blahx blahx.

hope everything wld turn fine soon...

so tt's abt it le bahx.i go study chem liao.*gd luck to myself! *winks*
so bye!!!