today i wrote the countdowns on the whiteboard.
most of them were like stopping me =x
but i din bother. im so bad.

they say they wont work hard when they see it.
i dun believe that.
all of them are like so damn hardworking
would they NOT study?

anyways
i have been like influenced by so many talks regarding about OUR FUTURE
especially today. i was rushing my maths, then gohchern, cuiyun and yingting were going thru physics.
suddenly, they end up toking about the ambitions.
woahs. they all tink so much..
i can't even cope well with my current state.

then they were toking about university
im totally shocked
they think so far.
all i know is im going to poly.

because, i just feel that JC dun suits me
i will just suffer.
and i feel that i would probably excel much more if i go to polytechnic school

i might not end up in wadever university.
but as long as im happy and satisfied with wad im doing, it's enough

they all want jobs that can let them earn lots of money.
yah, i know that in this realistic world, money is important
but wad's more important is that u can lead ur life meaningfully.

but they still insist on getting into careers that allows them to earn a lot.
oh wells. that's wad they think.

i never thought of leading luxurious life or whatsoever.
and btw, if there's passion, there's always one day that u would realise ur dreams

sounds rather fanciful, but i just believe in that.
there's just a motivation there.

i really want to get over and done with O Levels and that's it
i shall say bye bye too all those facts that i can't see of much use in future =\

although whenever i tink that most of my classmates would be in JC, and i might be only one of the few that would choose to go polytechnic, and i would not have anyone to accompany me, i would be quite sad.

But that's life.

I just have to face it.

hopefully my fellow friends is able to know what exactly wad they want to do as soon as possible.
i know they are troubling so much about this issue. especially gohchern

no matter what choices are made, the most important thing is that u can find meaning in life with wad u are going to do in future..(maybe u people stil tink otherwise, nvm)
haha

so much of these.

let me move on to something else.

heard that today's oral topic was not that easy
about some terrorism and sars issues and what can schools do to prevent these to happen
and duno wad which will cause more impact =\

i must really count myself lucky.PHEW!

and it's the first time in my life that i met a teacher that asked us to go catch a movie.
and it's a MUST
if not there will be a Geog Surprise test.
hahas. Mrs Lim rocks! lols

she made it a must that we must go.
and asked kendrik to show the tickets to her on tues
ALL 43 of us must watch! lols

okok =x

today the rehearsal for 60th anniversary was kinda tiring for my arms.
all four of us (yiangshan, carol and biingyih) are tired. but im one of the luckiest one.
cuz i dun have to carry the snare drum =x

and we the percussionists have once agn formed a band =x
mr pah calls the drum solo, music lols

i guess it's time for me to stop.
there's band tmr.
today i mean.

OFF!