feeling really tired again
why do i always feel so tired after the march past rehearsal??

i feel as if im as good as half dead.
always reach home 'so early', and totally have no more energy left to do my work.
my head is spinning now.

i can't think now ><
forget it. shall update another time.

there's really so much to do.
only if i have to rest
only if i can stop the time
only if there's a sleeping day
only if i could be a little more hardworking
only if im not that retarded
only if i could do faster and think faster
(the list goes on)

and life goes on too..
(ok it doesn't make any sense)
nvm. im just tired.

shall forget about doing my work and go to sleep
i cannot do anything now anyways

OFF!