Great visions, great destiny!
Wow, today's grand opening is simply awesome! (:
It's really amazing how God has brought u to where we are today! I must really thank God for putting me in this place. I believe the future is going to be even more amazing! it's just going to get better and BETTER! :D
Now that God has brought us to another level, it's time for us to go up a whole new level! (:
As Pastor How shared with us about the visions, a lot of things just came into my mind, and I just can't wait! But it also brought me to a lot of thinking.
I haven't been a good testimony for God and I am really bothered about it.
I was talking about the revelation that God gave me in the previous post.
I was really frustrated with myself, because I could not accomplish what I planned to finish.
I really don't know what to do.
I was really afraid that I would retain, and I have to spend another thousand plus to repeat the whole semester, and my parents would be unhappy.
I really don't know, and I still don't know.
Right now I guess I should just focus on my studio project 3.
All these come back again to planning.
PLAN YOUR LIFE.
Talking about it is just not enough, I need to act on it.
Starting to act on it is one thing, but having the discipline and determination to follow is another thing.
It's really not easy, but I am not going to give up!
Recently, God has been revealing a lot of things to me.
All the weakness in me that might cause me to fall.
I realised, certainly I am weak. But God made me strong.
I realised, there are so many things I can't do, but God made it possible for me.
I realised, im a messy person, but God still loves me the same.
I realised, no matter how many times I fail and disappoint Him, God's mercy never fails.
I won't be who I am today without God.
Sometimes, it's great to look back and see what God has done in your life.
You will just be amazed!
2 years ago, I won't have imagine myself doing what I am doing today.
Because, I am always so indulge in my own world. all is about me me and me.
even if i do things for others, it's also because i wish that they would treasure me more.
But now, it's no longer the same anymore.
Because Ching Hoon is dead. Now it's Jesus living in me!
No longer I who lives but Jesus!
It's no longer what I want to do, but what Jesus wants me to do!
Sometimes, I may be glad to be serving God and doing peoplework and everything.
Even though I know like I got tons of homework to do, I just forget about everything and serve God as much as I can, wanting to be available as much as I can!
But I am always struggling with my schoolwork.
And when I have to focus on my schoolwork, I will start to mess up a lot of things. I start to feel discouraged. And tend not to talk to people so much. and..everything just don't go well.
And I feel that that's really selfish of me.
Like what Lynette once told us, we cannot only do it whenever we feel like it.
It's life and death! Heaven and hell!
It just really hit my heart.
I realised what I am doing is not right.
And the problem goes back to my planning.
It's certainly something that is stopping me to move forward.
And now I know why everytime I invite my friends, they can't come.
Because I am not ready, and God knows it all.
And He told me that once I am ready, everything will be different.
Today, I made a decision in my heart that I will really run this race totally for Him.
I shall be more hardworking and not compromise.
God gave His all for us, and now I want to give my all to Him!
This time round I might not do well academically.
But I will do my best for God from today onwards.
No matter how hopeless the situation might be, I will still not give up.
As you do your best, God will do the rest!
Whatever I do, let it be a form of worship to God.
Be it at home, in school, serving in ministry, talking to friends, etc
I shall let God move.
Even if I am scared, like I always do, I will not let fear overcome me, but let faith overcome everything!
There's really many areas I need to change.
I believe God will guide me through! (:
And I love our new church premise! it's wonderful!
I don't have many pictures, but here's one that I have!
D5 with lotsa missing people (x
I LOVE HEART OF GOD CHURCH!
Amazing place with amazing people that makes things happen for God!
Loving people that you will never find anywhere else.
The intangible presence of God!
Thank You God! :D
it's time to work even harder!!!
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