Seriously, right now I shouldn't be blogging.
I got to post something on school forum, but i haven't got anything much to post yet.
Anyway, I shall try to keep this entry as short as possible.

Today's sermon was really great!
It was all about the power of church-RELATIONSHIPS!
and the testimonies are really great! very very powerful (:

When jiaxin wanted us to share, I just thought of how God had planned everything nicely for me.
It's like when im in secondary school, I do have friends that can pick me up whenever I fall.
I really treasure those precious relationships!

And God knows when it's the perfect time for me to know about Christ.
In poly, I really have to say that I can't really find a true close friend that I can talk to.
Not yet I guess.
And DMD is such a totourous course. I really can't imagine how would I be like if I hadn't come to know about God, and accepted Christ.

No friends to talk to+stressful school work.
It would totally be like hell man.

But God did not want me to go through that.
That's why Jieru was sent to bring me to HoGc!
And how I came to know about God and accepeted Christ into my life!
God is awesome lah! (:

The start of the walk was pretty tough, because I was facing Parental Objection.
But I made it through!
I know there is something even worse to be coming in time to come, but I believe God would bring me through.
And I am all so secure in God's love.

I need not fear how people think of me anymore.
God loves me for who I am.
And I am willing to change for Him!
Even if, im going to have friends that backstab me or anything, i fear not!
[but gladly, there isn't! thank God (: ]

And now, my sec school friends are sort of drifting away already.
Aren't as close anymore.
Then in poly, no friends to speak my hearts to.
Horrible life in DMD.

What do you think I will end up to be?
I can't even imagine it.
Crying in depression whole day long perhaps?

But all these did not happen because, I HAVE CHRIST IN ME!
I am weak be He is strong.
And He will provide me with all the strength that I need.
I live for a purpose now, and I am no longer the same!

I also have great relationships in the house of God!
I remembered the very few weeks when I couldn't go to church.
But my church friends did not give up on me.
They lifted me up through sms, and wrote a card to me too!

And that's how I manage to come back, and grow in the house of God! (:
Amazing lah.

Life is all about relationships.
Two are better than one.
When you are alone, you will be attacked more easily.
But when there's a big group together, the power to fight against attacks would be stronger!
So never ever walk alone in this life journey! (:

GROW STRONG ROOTS! ((:

ok lah. i think i better go do my work already.
AHHHH!!

hello crazy week. lol
goodbye sleep! (:

OFF!