today is just so horrid.
because im terribly sick.

i started yesterday.
i had double stomachaches.
i was having menstral cramps + stomachache, that's it.
just felt so horrible lah.
kept running to the toilet like at least fives times i less than 45 mins.

then i decided to go to sleep, so that i won't feel the pain.
and it sort of work.

so i was fine after that.

then early in the morning today, at about 5am, i suddenly felt super sick.
i have no idea how to describe that feeling.
i guessed that i was having a fever then. very high.
but i din take the temperature.

i kept praying that i will get better.
then i woke up again at around 8.30am
i went to take my temperature.
it was like very high. 38 point something.
then later i took again. 39+ degree celscius !
i was alone at home then.
din ate breakfast.
was waiting for my mum to be back.
and she was only back at 11plus.

i slpt and woke up.
felt super drowsy

my mum cooked porridge.
but i din have any appetite.
kept feel like vomiting
but i did not.

so after forcing myself, i got to eat about half a bowl.

my fever din subside
keep staying at around 38.5 degree celscius.

then finally my dad brought me to the doctor.
feel slightly better. but still sick.

my orientation is like on wednesday loh.
hais.

and i still have not taken my health check.
and i can't do it now.
so i dun think i can submit the medical report on time.
so i have to call NYP tmr and inform them

hope i will get better before wednesday.
i dunwan to miss my orientation!
though im quite scared of going to NYP all by myself

hopefully i will meet nice people there (:

shall go rest now.

OFF!