im so glad that i quited cd and joined band.
if not i would not have learnt this much =)

today mr tan talked to us.
sort of inspired me and cleared my thoughts.
after the talk, i realised that our silver made us learnt much more.
like what mr tan said what mr kiang commented " luckily we got a silver"
if we got gold, we would just be celebrating away. so what? lols

we are still celebrating though. hahas
but we learnt many things that made most of us grow up.
not as in physically tall or short. but the way we think.

at first i was still like so angry that we din get gold. lols
not exactly angry lah.
just felt it's unfair like wad i have mentioned before..
but not anymore. mr tan said that's a fact.
SYF judging is never fair..

shall not talk about syf anymore.
wad we learnt and experience is much more important.
and i do agree that many ppl has change through the process.
people like cheryl. she used to be those that always complained about band practices and stuff.
but during the syf band practices period, she sounds more positive towards band.

and yah. it is good to see the juniors grow up. hahas
though i din really have the chance to lead them or whatsoever, cuz i myself dun have good skills to inherit to them. lols
but i still feel glad. duno how to put that feeling in words. but it's just great.

hopefully XMSB will work on together on our weaknesses and soar to greater heights in future!

looking forward to BALLOON HAT FEST & XINFONY VI!

so much about band. i shall talked about life without band.
soon after SYF, there comes never ending amount of workload.
i broke down.
but manage to picked myself up.
thanks to my dear 4e2 friends!
without them i might most probably be in my nightmares forever =/

but still, i feel very lagged behind.
i owe chinese teacher 2 compos. luckily ms low is very nice. she say when i finish then hand in to her.
but till now i still haven done them.

coz everytime i reach home, i have to do maths.
or next day got test(s)
mid year is like SO NEAR!
joyce's msn nick goes "my life's all about maths."
YES! i tink all the sec 4s are feeling like this.
i mean if we do maths everyday, what about other subjects??

i tot i would be FREE after stepping down for exams.
but no. i felt more stressed up.
because teachers thinks that we are FREE! so they keep on giving us work to do.

to speak the truth. i really duno how to study for midyear.
so little time yet so much to do.
but why am i wasting my time here??

i have a very long list of things to do.
tried to plan. but just doing maths already took up my whole day.
am i going to go on like this?
im afraid im going to freak out for mid year.

but i will try to do whatever i can.
my mind is in a whirl.
everything is so out of place.
jia you bahhs.

there are so many things that i dun understand.
hais.
nvm. take one step at a time. but do i have the time?

oh wells. i am not going to expect much for my birthday this year.
exams would be driving me to madness.
AND it clashes with mothers' day.
so im not quite sure if i got time to make anything for my mum.

shall end off now.
have my maths life.
i wonder if i can get double A1s
AHHS! wadever..

the next entry would most probably after midyear.
hais. after midyear is chi olvls.OMG!
ok larhs. really going off now!

OFF!