I AM SO DAMN PISSED OFF NOW!

I simply cannot stand this anymore.
I am so damn upset that my pencilcase is somewhere but not with me.
Now, i have totally no idea whether izzit lost or wad.
I went to look through the windows to look for it today. Couldn't see it.
After band, I still bu gan xin. So I went to look for it again.
Saw something black. But I duno izzit black paper or my pencilcase.
HAIX. hopefully that's my pencilcase.

And then, I told my mum how irritated I was that I dun have my pencilcase with me. Then she was toking a whole load of (i duno wad). I mean all my stationeries are not with me. Then she say go buy lah. If i would want to buy i wont be so troubled man. I already have so many pens. I dun want to waste money buying stuff that I actually have it lah. Maybe no one understand this. NVM, is a stupid way of thinking of mine since young.

AND my mum told me this, so I sort of talked in a irritated tone about I really need my pencilcase VERY BADLY. AND she asked me to SHUT UP because she was writing her 4D numbers. ARGH.
I WAS SO DAMN PISSED LARHS!

I noisy right? I shuddup lo. CRAP HER
Next I got tuition. I felt so damn distracted. I duno how to do the stupid maths. I mean stupid me duno how to do the maths. WADEVER.
I WAS ONCE PISSED AGAIN. i freaked out. I duno how many times do I have to shed tears because I am doing maths. And I was just in a super bad mood.
Din want to open my mouth to ask because of my damn attitude. Affected by my mum.

I just cannot understand why is the 4D so important? I hate it!
Once I heard my parents or whoever talking about it, I would be pissed off again.

Then I was in my grandma hse.
I just wanted to play with the dog to cheer up myself.
And my mum started grumbling again.
Ask me go wash hand, blah blah blah
Just a dog lo. So big reaction. I will wash it later marhs.
Then I was wearing my jacket, she said what dirty must wash
What's wrong with her larhs! I just cannot stand her.
Because of all these, I am really sorry if i offended anyone for not toking to you.
Really got no mood for anything..
I just missed my pencilcase so much. HAIX
I know is stupid, but I just cannot stop myself.

I haven't started studying any of my tests and did any of my homework.
I shall meet the worst soon.
Am I so pessimistic?

SIGH!