it had been a bad day for me today.
 
i duno how shd i put it.is juz a long story.
i cried so much last night and today.i juz carn control my emotions. i am sort of quiet today.dun feel like toking much.i might juz burst into tears and...i juz hate it.
 
forget it! alrites.ytd was sort of busy.assembly had the performance.my crash sux(agn). oh well...den had to carry the instruments >.< training my muscles.wahahahas.den ltr was main band, it was sort of boring..esp when we playing hi domari.i can practically rot..hehe
 
den percussion went as a section to damien's hse.sort of fun bahhs..den ys and me ate 2 plates of pasta. so full! haha.we took so long to get started with ballonology..practised awhile den my parents kept on calling,sms-ing..keep disrupting me..wad do u wan me to do?leave juz like that?i duno..den ltr i blew up at my dad.i had enough..my mum say i lied and made my dad to wait 1h for me..like as if i noe wad time it will end like that lor..i gave an estimated time abt 8.30 to 9 pm.how i know it dragged till 9plus.so i was so irritated that i lose control of myself.
 
nxt morning, i am juz in a total bad mood.tried to be happy whenever i can.it was hard.den today supposedly i shd be taking me bio test, but well, i had no time to study...so when i told mr rodrigues abt it, he was sort of angry.i was feeling really guilty when he says he needs to set a new test ppr bcoz of me..haix haix haix.so when they taking the test, i was in the washrm doing reflections.after that went on studying my bio.i duno wad is wrong with me..
 
today sectionals also sthg bad happened.i oso not sure wad had happened..it started well.but ltr there was sort of conflicts over the box for balloonology.i duno larhs.
 
when i left for tuition,i saw by and ahmad leaving the sch..then ltr saw carol alone, looking not very good.so i guess there is a cold war?hope everything would be fine tmr..
 
when i face my parents, i have to answer their questions agn.asking abt tmr.wadever! i noe i will back home late tmr agn and the day after.yes u two worry abt me..but u noe wad kinda situation im facing now? im puzzled by everything.totally lost and everything.EVERYTHING
 
i guess nxt few days i wont be coming online.this post shd last me till the concert ends.plus im still having lotsa problems with my com.haixx..
 
tatas.