tell me wad to do! im at a lost

haix.currently nt in gd mod.

i flunged my phy n geog test.i haben started my revision for mid year.dere is so many test cuming up.andd.im at a lost.thgs are realli out of place.unorganised.im sotong-ishfied.

haix.maybe u dun get wad im toking abt.maybe to u is normal.bud to me.is different.i noe my humanities is a gone case.so im nt goin to bother.my sciences.i leave it to the god.i duno wad to do.study.once i c it i feel so pissed off.i wld start to feel so freak out.ahhhs.den i will start to cry.i tink i haf phobia for books le.even during reading period i dun read.i either slp or tok crpps wif kristy.or sumtimes i will just stare at the bk.

okok.bear with me.i m goin to mk this entry REAL LONG.n hope that my com wld nt decide to hang at any moment.

todae is lyk 11 more days to exams.i started on nth.anyone reading this pls tell me wad to do?i realli feel lyk giving up.cux i just feel that even i study it wld still be the same.i carn rmb any thg after one sec.i m nt kiddin.

so im realli worried abt mid year.when i haf to rmb SO MANY THGS.i bet i can onli rmb less than 1% out of everythg.haix.

i realli wan to sort thgs out.bud i tink is a bit too difficult le.everything is out of hand.ahhhhs!

forget it!

let me stop all these n proceed by updating wad happened the past few days.