me + my horrible face.=(

ahhhs!my face.is terrible.i duno wad to say.

the itch is jux torturing me!

i mux REN!if nt my face will becum realli gross i guess.

anw i m typing tis entry the 2nd time.cux my com hanged!crapp.

todae nt realli feeling gd.cux of everythg!

how shd i put it.i tink my dad spoiled it.becux of his insensitiveness.

sumtimes he is v nicee.and swt.buden he is realli anooying at times.haix.nt trying to be mean.he always ask me to tok properly.dun no manners.ppl ask u qn mux ans.cux i always dao them marhs.to them larhs.dey dun understand.

there is some reasons tt y i dun answer them.buden agn.i dun how to tell them.carn they c my prob???obviously nt.i kept quiet cux my brain is realli chi dun sumtimes.i need to tink.b4 i can tink anythg.they will start pestering me agn.den i will get so pissed off n decided to nt answer them.

i noe i v bad larhs.bud i haf my own feelings marhs.he say mux accept other ppl's views.den do they accept my view?esp my dad.he tinks he is so right.i dun agree.once he start his 'speech',i will fake slpin.sumtimes i carn stand it i will start crying..haix..

stop it kaex?haix.i realli wan to tell them how i feel de lor.if they cld read my blog den gd.haix.too bad they carn read wad i typed.

4gt abt all this.is freaking me out!

okok.so todae band was..boring.learnt scales.cux we were told tt dere's scale test.buden in the end dun haf.

n lyk wad carol haf said.percussion section were neglected by DANIEL.

all of the percussionists can jux go hme larhs
stay dere n waste time onli.

stupid lors.den nw band prac onli gt 2 daes.fri.sectionals.sat.percussion section being neglected day.

i tink percussion is so ke lian.i rather haf tutorial.i learn more thgs.band is lyk the most tt i can do is SCALES. =X

i noe scales is a essential thg.so is ok.bus wad if all i do is scales for all practices?no more new parts to play?

anw i realli need to train up my sight read.bud how?haix.no idea.
esp when my responding rate is so slow...

andd i gt to catch up wif sch work.

in a v messy state right nw..how m i goin to clear them??

no ideas.

ahhs.enuff.i m so tired nw.-.-
bye!