i am amazed at my own silliness when i was young! haha!
those were days without Christ (:

i was looking for something.
then i happen to see this silly book that my friend (yuwen) and i have used to "mail" each other.
HAHA!
i really duno how we started it.
and we made up silly codes to talk to each other so that other people won't understand.
now when i see it, i can't understand it too! LOL
but there were some parts written in normal language.
and i found this part quite funny.

coolpooh62(CP62) is yuwen
chingy8(C8) is me

C8: Hi, I com here to chatty chatty....
CP62: Me too, I am happy and so glad that I can chat...
CP62:What should we chat about C8?
C8: You have problems?
CP62: dont't know! don't know!
C8: I think you're crazy! I don't know what your write. Yes means yes, no means no. SO TELL ME YES OR NO!
CP62: NO!
C8: I have a lot of problems!
CP62: What problems do you have? Is about stress, friends or what?
C8: It because lack of sleep, and my printer have some problems which made me scare.

hahahhahaha!
the grammar error and all is purposely left there. super funny la =X
not only that, i can't believe i was like that.
but try thinking back, i was really like this.
someone who is always filled will insecurities and fears and problems.
and my temper isn't really good. i get irritated and frustrated easily although sometimes i dun really show.

but im glad all that had already been put to an end already!
I really got to thank God for everything! (:
I love my life so much more now!
And I am looking out for people who are like who i was last time and to shower them the love of God! :D

Keep on running and living for God!
All lost and broken souls shall be saved in the Jesus mighty name! Amen!

God is amazing!