oh man. i suddenly felt like blogging at this weird hour. haha

i got something to share. so here i am.

it has certainly been a very purpose driven busy days for the past weeks.
i am like totally stretched all over. but im still ALIVE! I have certainly increase in capacity. (:

actually not really alive. because, i haven't been soaking myself in the presence of God. In addition to missing chance to be part of the congregation to praise and worship God together due to live feed, i certainly feel very dry spiritually. Everything just don't seems to go on fine.

and last week's leaders meeting, lynette shared about the importance of being a spiritual leader. once our spiritual life is well, everything will just flow and things will start to happen! that must be the reason why everything doesn't flow well for me.

i wont leave that aside just like that.
my schedule is is really tight and packed.
school is certainly giving me a lot of problems to be available for church events and to serve God. and with PO arising, things sometimes get worse.
But i am glad that, things went on pretty fine last weekend i think. my parents din ask about church at all. pretty amazed! lol

i really got so build my spiritual life well.
As a leader right now, my spiritual life have to be build strongly. So that i will be strong enough to fight against any attacks that comes.
Many thinks that only weak people have to rely on God.
But actually, Christian walk isn't easy at all. Only strong peopl are able to last till the end.
Christian lifestyle isn't a smooth sailing journey, but a victorious journey!
We fight when warfares come and conquer them!
Not by my own, but by the spirit of the Lord!

FAITH ARISE AND HERE I COME!
even though all my integrations seems so hard, but i won't give up.
since God sent me there, i shall trust Him and flow with Him.
but first of all, i got to build my spiritual life!

I want to be a holy spiritual leader! (:

I just listen to the sermon on Sharing the Gospel!
I did get to listen to it during service while i was on duty, but defmitely not in full.
But as I listen to it once again just now, something seems to struck me.
And I just want to share some stuff here.

Many people thinks that Man is an animal.
But no, we are not.
Man is basically a 3 part being- Spirit, Soul (Heart, Mind and Will) and Body

Animals has a body? yes they have.
Animals have a soul? yes of course they do, they have emotions and get upset or happy or angry. they also have the will to accept or reject the things given to them.
What about spirit? well, animals do not have a spirit.
Have you seen your pets gathering together and worshipping God together? they don't. Because they don't have a spirit, thus not having the capacity to worship.

But Man do have a Spirit!
We all have the capacity to worship.
That's why we see so many people praying to God in this world.

Another thing is that, Christianity isn't a religion.
God isn't interested in religion at all.
He is only interested in relationship.
Many people try to gain salvation through good works and religions, but it doesn't work that way.
It's a relationship between our Heavenly Father and us, the children!
What your Earthly father can do, the Heavenly Father can do even more!

God gave Man eternal life as a gift.
What is a gift?
We receive gifts from people during our birthdays.
Just for being born into this world, we receive gifts! We didn't even do anything!
Isn't that great?
And when a gift is given to you, it won't be a gift anymore if you pay back
It goes the same way when we try to gain eternal life by paying back to God through good works and religion or even money.

And one more thing.
Eternal life isn't immortality.
It's knowing God and having faith in Him.
Eternal life doesn't start when we die. It starts right at the moment you give your life to Jesus.
I am enjoying eternal life RIGHT NOW! (:

Well, we aren't accidents. We don't exist in this world for the sake of existing.
Every single Man on Earth are created by God in His own hands for a great purpose.
He knows everyone of us better than we do.
And only by seeking Him, you will find all the answers you have been searching for life.
I see hope in your life. so don't give up.
There's defintely something more to your life.
Even when nothing seems to please you.
Even if the world is dark to you, as long as you allow a beam of light to shine into your life, your life won't be dark anymore.
Darkness is simply the absence of light!
The best source of light is the amazing God!
Why live in darkness when you can choose to live in light?

I am certainly loving the things that I am doing right now.
Live feed has allow me to learn a lot of things.
Through ministries, I have certainly grown through discipleship.
November has been a blast, and December is going to be even better!
oh yeah! Alvaro Sanchez concert was just so awesome!
Harp is really really nice! And Alvaro plays guitar really well! Amazed!
And he is going to be Heart's Symphony future conductor! :D

School is pretty fine.
I just need to plan my time well.
I am sort of behind schedule.
Got to catch up already!
I can do it man! (:
I know my God will certainly help me!

Oh yah. I WILL BE GETTING MY GUITAR THIS WEEK! if im not wrong.
hahaa. thank God for all the blessings. I can finally order my guitar! :D
Am excited! I will be able to worship God with my guitar!
yayness!

And next week is fillled with chalets.
4E2 chalet plus zone chalet.
unfortunately I GOT SCHOOL!
SOBS.
nvm i still can go for BBQ for 4e2 chalet. and I shall see if i can stay behind.

And zone chalet, I don't think I can turn up. my lessons are in such a weird timing.
BOOHOOS. but nvm. at least other got to have fun during chalet. haha.
And it's going to be great for sure even if im not around. Because God's presence will be around! (x

Holidays!! PLS COME SOON!
i don't want to miss out anymore things XP

oh well it's 4.25am right now =.=
alright. i think i better stop already lol.

OH MAN! i just realised something. today is wednesday.
I thought it's thursday!
HAHAAA! ok i wanted to stay up to do my work.
since it's wednesday, i can go and sleep first!
tmr morning then do XP

I guess im too excited to do my homework, that's why. lol.
ok go rest chinghoon! (:

God bless! TAKE CARE!

OFF!