HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUM AND DAD!~

Friday was my parents' birthday.
Couldn't prepare anything for them because of prelims.
So i bought them a cake. CHEESECAKE!
they insisted that they dunwan to eat those with so much cream.
but i know they want me to save money
okay lohs
feel so guilty :(

anyways, on that day after AMATHS and E.GEOG paper
went to Hougang Point for lunch at KFC
i happily bought the food and sat down.
then i realised something.
my mum is cooking lunch for me!
*Faints*
im actually THAT blur.
i was hoping that she din cook.
so after eating, i borrowed cuiyun's hp and called her.
Unfortunately, she did

I was so bloated.
so when i reach home, i just ate a bit lah
cannot waste food >.<

DARN BLOATED
learnt not to be so blur anymore
BOOS!

my STM is getting worse

Prelims have not been going on fine.
It's 'SO FINE' you know x.O

after every paper (except Emaths P1), all of us will be AI SHEN TAN QI-ing
then after every paper, we will hope the teachers would moderate
OH WELLS

forget about prelims.
it just gives me headaches

AND THE AIRCON IN THE HALL IS SO SUPER DUBER ULTRA EXTREMELY FREEZING!

*SHIVERS*

make me think so slow for maths
by the time i realise how to do, IT's TOO LATE!
my brain is working so slow already, and the aircon is making it retarding more!
>.<

NEVERMINDS!

This issue has been hovering me.
made me couldn't concentrate for prelims.
I was struggling through.
It's about going to JC or Poly

I am pretty sure that I am going to Ngee Ann Poly already.
Provided that i can enter.

I had a really hard time deciding.
I am totally aware that JC is always a better choice.
because it's an easier route to University.

But I still cannot really make it out that why must we get a Degree.
Get a good job in future right?

And i also know that going to JC means the chances for me to get together with my friends would be lesser as almost everyone is going to AJC

I have been visiting JCs, Polytechnics and MOE websites to find out more.
Looking at the latest news regarding poly linking with foreign universities.

So i found out only Ngee Ann is going to link up with the foreign universities.
And only for certain courses.
Initially i was planning to go Temasek Poly
BUT after brwsing Ngee Ann website, i found a MORE interesting course.
and it is one of the courses that would most probably be linking up with Specialised Foreign Institutions.

anyways, the course is called Film, Sound and Video (FSV)
It's like a combination of many things.
the course structure is like SO INTERESTING you know? =X
looks very challenging too. but nvm
I really like this course (:

So, I am pretty sure that I am going to Poly.
I am totally relieved when i made up this decision.
Because so many people kept telling me that I should go JC
and i really dun wish to go, because IM GETTING REALLY SICK OF SCIENCES AND MATHS and HUMANITIES.
practically everything you see.

i have never felt so sick of studies before.
especially maths.
BUT NOW?

i duno.

im still going to strive to do well for OLevels.
so that my 4 years of slogging in studies is not going to be wasted.
as for prelims, im not pinning high hopes anymore.

I am going to work towards O LEVELS, not prelims.
Nevertheless, i still want to say, PRELIMS ROCKS! (x
dun ask why xP

have been feeling drifted away from many things.
firstly, ever since i stepped down, i felt drifted away from school activities.
facing the books, prelim papers.SIGH

sometimes, i feel really upset about this.
everyweek when i go to my grandma house, i feel REALLY LONELY
i mean, my cousins aren't around, like how we used to play together when we were young.
as we grow up, everyone has their own things to busy with.
even if they appear ONCE IN A WHILE, i feel drifted from them.
I don't really know wad to say.

I mean I have too much to say, that i duno how to start.
Or sometimes, i FORGET wad i want to say.

Being the only child, parents, cousins and friends means a lot to them.

Imagine my life without them.

So do treasure your siblings if you have any.
and anyone else around you.

And i should feel fortunate enough to have books to accompany me as well -.-
doesn't make sense. nvm

i just feel pretty sad that im drifting away from my cousins.
i miss the past so much.

OH MY! it's so late already.
i better go now.
wonder if i shd still go tuition tomorrow.

OFF!