BE MYSELF

have not been updating for some days.
it is finally holidays! hoorayys! xP
but well, i still have to go back to school now and then..
it's okay coz it is normal..;)
and im having ulcers for so many days already.when would u go away???

for the past few days...
ok.my mood wasnt really good.
that dinner on wed was simply boring for me
most of the people there was like i duno who are u and my parents were saying 'hi' to them
i got giddy looking arnd.
so for hours, i rot there..

when it was time to go home..i was sort of relieved..haha
buden it was rather scary too...
cuz my grandpa drank..den he was feeling v hot, so he opened the door while the van was still like moving.
he was so shaky that i was so scared that he might just fall off the van.
den when he wants to close the door, he cannot do it...it was beyond my reach too.
so my dad stopped the van and my mum closed it for him.PHEW!

so the nxt day was deepavali.no school!
haha.that day went to cp with kailin and goh chern to buy sthg for mrs song.
we decided to make a card for her lo..den we were choosing the matrials for quite a long time..
after that they came to my hse to do it. (:
actually we want to go yingting's hse, cuz nearer marhs.buden she's not at home..
so they came to my hse..not as if it is very near..but at least not very far? lolz
did the basic decorations..blahblahblah
the nxt morning finish up the touching up.
then kailin and gohchern asked the whole class to sign it (:
when it was done, they continued to add a lot of stuff..
mrs song's quotes.the title was 'let's talk rubbish'
and guess wad? when we gave the board to her and left her table, she saw it and we heard her laughing..LOL
but i realised sthg, the receipt is still inside the plastic bag.damn!
how? =X

anyways, it was last day of school on friday.we got back our report books.we were allowed to go home once we got our report books at arnd 10plus.however there is band prac lo..so no difference when the report books are distributed.

too much to blog abt my friday..just bear with it

that day i was chionging my maths hw too.cuz i was super duper tired the day before.then i was slping instead of doin my maths.thus i ended up doing it in class while others are enjoying themselves xP
i was doing it freaking slowly.i got my moodswings.
i felt isolated.the noise level was kinda overwhelming.
how to do maths with this surroundings.im just useless, i thought
i did the maths in the classroom and then goh chern wanted us to pei her to the guzheng rm.
saw the drums and i could not stop myself from touching them.missed those drums.
guzheng was nice too.but i duno how to play it.hahaha
den when goh chern was playing it, i continued my maths..and FINALLY completed it!!!
hehehe.i was so hungry lors.so quickly handed up everyone's maths and went to the canteen to EAT!

after eating and all these.it was only arnd 1plus. and band starts at 2.30pm.
on my way to the bandroom i met ys.went up with her and i realised there were already so many ppl there.
but there wasnt much for me to do.just practised my strokings.
sat in the bandroom doin nth much throughout the flute sectionals as well
den finally band starts.and then ended.
carol and me quickly left band room.
she has to rush to work and i have to rush to my uncle's wedding dinner.
when i reached home.i felt horrible.duno why too...
i just duncare about my appearance and just sat down and see my report book.
i din look at it when i got it.
i recalled wad happened in class.we counted the number of lines we got(u noe that line that indicates that u failed?) almost everyone was less than 5.and me?? 15 beautiful lines.HAHAHA
expected expected.cuz im just so stupid and useless xP<--retarded me
yest when i told my tutor that my L1R5 was 23 he tot i was kidding.haha.yaryar..im kidding.why shd i joke about this?

i din have mood to attend the dinner.but did i have the choice? on the way to our destination(i duno where it is,cannot be bothered u see.), we got lost.
when we finally got help and reached that place, i felt lost. i duno where am i? wad am i doing? who's everybody?
my mind was like, blank? suddenly i feel like i want to go home so badly.
why am i behaving in such a weird manner? i duno.that's not my usual self definitely

but whatsoever.nxt day was the3e2 BBQ! told myself i must be happy no matter wad (:
a group of us met up at cp at 11am
that was shuyi cuiyun, yiling, vina, yingting, gohchern, and kailin
there was this salesgirl.introducing us to a perfume.lolz
she is nice. yiling and goh chern bought one as vina's bdae present. den yiling oso bought one for herself .kailin too. after that we went to eat in the foodcourt. i ate desserts only.haha then headed to cuiyun's hse. not really to her hse.went to her condo only.haha
we stayed in the reading room to play cards.i tink that reading room has turned into a gambling den for us.lol
we later played some games. gc and i left halfway.she has to leave for wedding dinner and i have to go for tuition..

rushed here and there.finally back to cuiyun's hse there. everyone was like crowding around the bbq pit.lol
den i heard that mrs song came but left.sob.i dun get to see her daughter.haha then the other teachers...i din met anyone yest. it was fun last night..
we went to the baby pool.and played pepsi-cola.. got splashed.and my whole pants was like wet.VERY WET i mean and then almost everyone left the bbq pit and went to play among themselves.the food? i duno.i just knew that there were a lot of leftovers.
im not sure wad they did to the food in the end.but i must say the chicken wings are so nice.hehehe

then when it was about 9.30pm.everyone's dad was outside the school gate waiting for us.lol all of us RAN! so fun..like home run..haha..no, it shd be car run or dad run =X
rubbish

woah.i spent exactly 2 hrs blogging HAHA. okok.i shall stop now
OFF!
//i hate ulcers