not in a very good mood.

all because of my results. sulks

i have lost count how many tests i had failed in less than a week. i really had enough. i know is no point brooding over all these.is just tests right? but it cannot be helped. i seem to lost something i need very badly.

i feel really bad not toking to my parents.for the past few days. i guess i spoke less than 5 sentences to them altogether. but i just dun feel like speaking larhs. imagine if i break down in frnt of them.haix..i hate this.

now i oso duno wad i can do. buck up? oh well. whenever i attempt to study, nothing seems to get in. i have lost mood to do anything. i just need something to boost up my spirit. just like wad had happened before mid-year exams. i passed my humanities for the FIRST time. then i was like so happy that i decided to persevere for my exams. but now, i feel hopeless. let me try to count how many tests i had failed in this 2 weeks so far. 1 chemistry, 1 eng test, 2 maths test.the rest? just passed.out of 7 tests i failed 4 of them.hmm..not too bad actually =x

i mean how often do i get to fail my maths tests.for all i care, i cannot take it when i fail my maths.this is the 2nd and 3rd time i failed maths this yr, i tink. plus i expect myself to get like at least A2? haix. i tink things are really different now. im no longer the old me. im turning frm worse to worst. i fell down so many times in just this short period of time.trying hard to pick myself up.

sorry if i dun hear u speaking to me or wadever.this few days i had been really distracted.when ppl tok to me i dun hear anything.TIME TO WAKE UP!

i tink all i need now is enough slp larhs.i better slp early tonight.BEFORE 12AM! yes, i will slp b4 12am today.i noe 12am to some ppl is very late.but to me is erm..still not quite late yet.coz i always slp at arnd 1am to 2am. really late. i oso duno why.den in the meantime i will keep eat snacks =X and yes. i GROW FAT! >.<

im currently trying hard to mug.arghx! fed up.

anyways this sat got flag day. a bit dumb larhs. exam coming le still got flag day. buden agn.i cannot study at home anyways. so going out to do some charity work not too bad.im looking for a study place to mug n the daytime. so far i do it in sch bahhs.isnt it the best place? hmm..

okayys.i tink i will stop here for today.

byez!