hate brando? anti brando =S

miss everyone, everything!

back from band camp and i really miss my home.haha!

oh well,band camp was tiring.as in tiring mentally plus a partial of physical.

my fingers hurt.all because of the crash cymbals.imagine having practices for abt 3 days frm day to night.and all three days u are holding crash cymbals which are so heavy.i haf to massage them u noe?i carn really type properly nw.fingers shaking slightly.feeling weak

anw,i tink mr brando tan is really despising percussion section.i feel v bad larhs.erm..how shd i put it?well, hoiting obviously doesnt lyk brando and hates him to the core. and ahe juz carn stand every single thing that he does.

but at least he is helping the band??? ok, maybe some ppl disagree or wadeva. but i tink he is, though nt by himself all alone larhs.i tink most of the credit goes to the tutors or somebody...actually i duno =X

i understand he is always very sacarstic.i cannot stand him for that too.other than that i tink he is still ok larhs.i still tok bad abt him at times.cuz his comments are juz intolerable.is the worst that i ever seen.

but still, i tink we shd at least respect him larhs.seeing how hoiting saying bad stuffs loudly tt he himself cld hear is like really bad lor.is a bit too far larhs.

maybe im nt toking sense.nvm

wadever.i juz noe i haf to try my best larhs.i noe all my skills juz sucks.bud do u tink i want it tis way? i haf not much chance to try out all types of instruments.im mostly stuck to the same few instruments.den others wld be playing the other instruments that i rarely touch.so i dun get to practise them as often.it gets rather boring at times.but i truely understand why.im nt up to standard.so i carn be taking challenging parts.i get really stressed out when i do not have enuff time to pratise the part.

buden parts lyk cymbals, i carn be playing over and over agn without melody.i dun tink i make sense playing some same rhythms.i get it right at first.buden when the melody cums, i duno wad the heck izzit le.

aiya.is all my fault.i haf no sense of anything.nvm.forget it.im juz a failure.i knew that

enuff of these.

hmm..the camp this time is rather good.as in the food is yummy plus we slp in air-conditioned rm.hehe.

hmm..den during mealtimes we sit as a section.den we will help each other to get food and drinks.it is quite interesting larhs.is faster in this way. =)

haix.dun feel like blogging on.if possible i continue tmr?
maybe not.coz im afraid ltr the more i tok abt band stuffs the more i will offend some ppl =X (though i duno who.haha)

lalalas.gonna slp nw.kkz.

bye!